I did something wrong today... really unhappy with this... the mistake that i have make is something that i get comfirm before.. at 1st when i starting to learn i ask my friend is that necessarily to make it same like other... but she answer me like this "it's up to uou with what u wanna put"... so i just put what i feel i wanna put... but today when the drawing wanna submit and my boss check it again and he say to the engineer why the label all different and bla...bla...bla.... i know he talking about me... but i'm nt sure with it so just ignore it... but....... before leaving the engineer came to ma and ask... and i tell him what i have done... and he just laugh at me... WEI!!! stop it!! did you what u doing is hurting people?? and did you ask yourself did you tell me before it?? and when u checking my drawing did you realize the mistake?? i ask the malay girl before and she just say put whatever you want... so now i put it is that my mistake?? and i choose to not explain and i just leave the company...(that time already 6pm) when i step inside my car and i think again... is that my wrong? why i din't explain to him? why i just leave? i know that i'm super duper stupid....
while driving still thinking about it... and feel so streets... trying to make myself better... but can't... when i reach home i tell my mom... and dad heard it... while telling my tear rolling down... like water fall... i cry not because i cant except what people say me... i cry not because of doing something wrong.... i cry is because of i feeling stress... not just stress today... i almost 2 month... so what did you know about it? and you just say is my fault.... k... i expect it.... thank lot because giving me 'advise'...
no one will know what we feel... they just know how to say about you... so better be silent and continue staying in my own world... that's all....
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